More than Just Amazing.

College has been as hectic as ever and its still not finish yet. Im done with all my group assignments (thank god!). But still have two more assignments to go. Studio has been a killer lately, i’ve to redo sketches and drawings about 4times now. Honestly, its been really hard. But its been worthwhile cause i have you behind me.

I’m really thankful I have you in my life lately. You’ve made my life so much more happier and so much more simpler since you’ve been around. You do the amazing things for me in the most smallest way. I still cant believe you’ve waited 8hours for me to finish my assignment. I only remember leaving college at 12.30am.

In return i just wanna see you happy. And thats what i intend to do for you. Make you happy. Just like how I’m perfectly happy being with you, no strings attached. I’ve noticed i’ve been more relaxed in this relationship, if he wants to do something I wont object. Its what he wants to do and i trust his judgment more than mine. He knows whats best for him and I love the fact that he knows what he wants and he’s determined to get it. He’s driven and mature for his age. He’s everything I’ve ever wanted. 

He’s given me something I’ve been longing for for such a long time. Expectance, belonging and a future. I honestly see a future with him. But not only that but a damn happy future. I love his family, and i feel so happy that they adore me as well. I’m starting to feel what a mature relationship is really like. And I’m loving it.

I’ve learnt so much in the past two weeks about things I never really cared about. For instance, I know how to buy a car and i know a lot more in that department all because of one guy. I’ve also met so many new people because of him. I can see i’ve grown so much just being with him. I’m more confident and i’ve matured for the better.

For me the best part of this is the feeling and the chemistry. Everyone says you should find a guy who you can just talk and converse with. And that what i have. I love the fact that we can just sit at a mamak and spend rm2.80 (rm1.50 teh o’ ais & rm1.30 sirap ais) and talk until the sun goes down and never realise it. He says when he’s with me everything else doesn’t matter, just me & him.

This relationship seem different from the others, I feel genuinely happy & I know he does too.
I love being your girlfriend Muhd Faidi.